it's time to step up

i've been avoiding... so much.  posting to this blog.  experiencing each day.  i've been an observer, you know the type.  the one that things happen "to" not an active participant.  this needs to end.

it is with great anticipation that we look forward to late june and the arrival of erik for R&R.  it's been a long time and i've not allowed myself and wiggle room, well other than a messy abode.  tonight i am overwhelmed........ tomorrow perhaps not.